alone...

You don't even know what its like,
to feel alone in the middle of the night,
to cry celebrating the loneliness...

You don't know what its like,
to realise that tomorrow will be the same as today,
to dream of always having someone by your side...

You don't know what its like,
to be by your own when you really
need someone to hug and wipe your tears away,
to tell you that everything is going to be okay...

You don't know what its like,
to feel like being left,
to deal with your own self...

And nobody would ever know...

SYUHADA AZIMI
31/12/08 00:30

last night...

Last night I asked the moon,
Why do I miss you...?

Tonight I ask the stars,
Why do I love you...?

Everynight I ask the Almighty,
Why did we met...?

SYUHADA AZIMI

and...

And when you feel like you are alone,
Therefore you will look for me...
But when the happiness just about to start,
Then you will mess everything up...

And when you got no one to talk to,
Therefore you will think of me...
But when everybody shielding around you,
Then you will suddenly forgotten me...

And when you need someone to praise you,
Therefore yuo will know that it is me...
But when you have the confidence,
Then you will classify me as one of your trashy...

And when you think you do not need me,
Therfore you will simply kick me...
But you should know that I do not need you either,
Then obviously you are out of my life...

That is what I am to you,
Yet you are to me...

SYUHADA AZIMI
9/9/08

away...

Your air,
keep me breathing continuously...

Your strength,
keep me standing strongly...

Your miracle,
keep me happy all the time...

Your jokes,
keep me laughing with non-stop...

But!

Your trick,
keep me away from you...

SYUHADA AZIMI

am i wrong?

Where did I went wrong?
'Till you have to disappear for so long...

What did I do wrong?
'Till you have to bring me to where I don't belong...

When did I do wrong?
'Till you have to get things prolong...

Why do you think I'm wrong?
'Till you have to treat me like a monk...

Who ever dare to tell you that I'm wrong?
'Till you have to let me gone sank...

Will you ever forgive me if I'm really wrong?
Will everything be back to normal after they went wrong?
I hope you will answer me with no more wrong...

SYUHADA AZIMI
8/9/08

most of the time...

Sometimes you talk like an angel,
Never realised that you are actually a silent devil...

Sometimes your words heal the pain,
Never realised that the words always killing silently...

Sometimes you blinded me will all the happiness,
Never realised that you always give me hopeless...

Sometimes you act like a God's messenger,
Never realised that you are worst than a scary killer...

Yet,

Most of the time,
I pray for myself,
To always get better,
To realise everything...

SYUHADA AZIMI

beautiful quotes...

"A second of your concern,
could keep my tears away..."

"You are just like my mucus!
Good in trapping dust,
Bad when it causes flu,
Sick when it makes me sneeze,
but,
I'm so in trouble without my mucus..."

"Not all lovebirds belong together,and
a thousand year with the one we belong to
could never be the same as a minute with
the one we love..."

SYUHADA AZIMI