You don't even know what its like,
to feel alone in the middle of the night,
to cry celebrating the loneliness...
You don't know what its like,
to realise that tomorrow will be the same as today,
to dream of always having someone by your side...
You don't know what its like,
to be by your own when you really
need someone to hug and wipe your tears away,
to tell you that everything is going to be okay...
You don't know what its like,
to feel like being left,
to deal with your own self...
And nobody would ever know...
SYUHADA AZIMI
31/12/08 00:30
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
last night...
Last night I asked the moon,
Why do I miss you...?
Tonight I ask the stars,
Why do I love you...?
Everynight I ask the Almighty,
Why did we met...?
SYUHADA AZIMI
Why do I miss you...?
Tonight I ask the stars,
Why do I love you...?
Everynight I ask the Almighty,
Why did we met...?
SYUHADA AZIMI
and...
And when you feel like you are alone,
Therefore you will look for me...
But when the happiness just about to start,
Then you will mess everything up...
And when you got no one to talk to,
Therefore you will think of me...
But when everybody shielding around you,
Then you will suddenly forgotten me...
And when you need someone to praise you,
Therefore yuo will know that it is me...
But when you have the confidence,
Then you will classify me as one of your trashy...
And when you think you do not need me,
Therfore you will simply kick me...
But you should know that I do not need you either,
Then obviously you are out of my life...
That is what I am to you,
Yet you are to me...
SYUHADA AZIMI
9/9/08
Therefore you will look for me...
But when the happiness just about to start,
Then you will mess everything up...
And when you got no one to talk to,
Therefore you will think of me...
But when everybody shielding around you,
Then you will suddenly forgotten me...
And when you need someone to praise you,
Therefore yuo will know that it is me...
But when you have the confidence,
Then you will classify me as one of your trashy...
And when you think you do not need me,
Therfore you will simply kick me...
But you should know that I do not need you either,
Then obviously you are out of my life...
That is what I am to you,
Yet you are to me...
SYUHADA AZIMI
9/9/08
away...
Your air,
keep me breathing continuously...
Your strength,
keep me standing strongly...
Your miracle,
keep me happy all the time...
Your jokes,
keep me laughing with non-stop...
But!
Your trick,
keep me away from you...
SYUHADA AZIMI
keep me breathing continuously...
Your strength,
keep me standing strongly...
Your miracle,
keep me happy all the time...
Your jokes,
keep me laughing with non-stop...
But!
Your trick,
keep me away from you...
SYUHADA AZIMI
am i wrong?
Where did I went wrong?
'Till you have to disappear for so long...
What did I do wrong?
'Till you have to bring me to where I don't belong...
When did I do wrong?
'Till you have to get things prolong...
Why do you think I'm wrong?
'Till you have to treat me like a monk...
Who ever dare to tell you that I'm wrong?
'Till you have to let me gone sank...
Will you ever forgive me if I'm really wrong?
Will everything be back to normal after they went wrong?
I hope you will answer me with no more wrong...
SYUHADA AZIMI
8/9/08
'Till you have to disappear for so long...
What did I do wrong?
'Till you have to bring me to where I don't belong...
When did I do wrong?
'Till you have to get things prolong...
Why do you think I'm wrong?
'Till you have to treat me like a monk...
Who ever dare to tell you that I'm wrong?
'Till you have to let me gone sank...
Will you ever forgive me if I'm really wrong?
Will everything be back to normal after they went wrong?
I hope you will answer me with no more wrong...
SYUHADA AZIMI
8/9/08
most of the time...
Sometimes you talk like an angel,
Never realised that you are actually a silent devil...
Sometimes your words heal the pain,
Never realised that the words always killing silently...
Sometimes you blinded me will all the happiness,
Never realised that you always give me hopeless...
Sometimes you act like a God's messenger,
Never realised that you are worst than a scary killer...
Yet,
Most of the time,
I pray for myself,
To always get better,
To realise everything...
SYUHADA AZIMI
Never realised that you are actually a silent devil...
Sometimes your words heal the pain,
Never realised that the words always killing silently...
Sometimes you blinded me will all the happiness,
Never realised that you always give me hopeless...
Sometimes you act like a God's messenger,
Never realised that you are worst than a scary killer...
Yet,
Most of the time,
I pray for myself,
To always get better,
To realise everything...
SYUHADA AZIMI
beautiful quotes...
"A second of your concern,
could keep my tears away..."
"You are just like my mucus!
Good in trapping dust,
Bad when it causes flu,
Sick when it makes me sneeze,
but,
I'm so in trouble without my mucus..."
"Not all lovebirds belong together,and
a thousand year with the one we belong to
could never be the same as a minute with
the one we love..."
SYUHADA AZIMI
could keep my tears away..."
"You are just like my mucus!
Good in trapping dust,
Bad when it causes flu,
Sick when it makes me sneeze,
but,
I'm so in trouble without my mucus..."
"Not all lovebirds belong together,and
a thousand year with the one we belong to
could never be the same as a minute with
the one we love..."
SYUHADA AZIMI
when i...
When I imagine of you,
There will be you in my eyes,
The feature of your face and smiles,
Make my eyes shine so bright...
When I think of you,
There will be you in my mind,
The imaginary will create my smile,
by only viewing all of the sweet memories...
When I miss you,
There will be your soul in me,
Your jokes will turn everything on,
Telling me that it is okay to wait for you even it takes forever...
When I love you,
There will be everything inside me,
The incomplete puzzle turn to a perfect picture,
The undone drawing gone to the most amazing art,
I just couldn't ask for more...
But when you turn me down,
There was a huge shadow chasing me,
Made me wanna run away,
Somehow I keep looking back,
Trying to understand how does it appear,
It breaks my heart,
Yet takes away all of my happiness...
And when I let you go,
There was billions of broken glass hit me,
And they cut me into pieces,
Drops of tears symbolize the lost of hope,
Sadness lingers me like a shield,
Pieces by pieces,
the heart is torn...
SYUHADA AZIMI
8/5/08 02:35
There will be you in my eyes,
The feature of your face and smiles,
Make my eyes shine so bright...
When I think of you,
There will be you in my mind,
The imaginary will create my smile,
by only viewing all of the sweet memories...
When I miss you,
There will be your soul in me,
Your jokes will turn everything on,
Telling me that it is okay to wait for you even it takes forever...
When I love you,
There will be everything inside me,
The incomplete puzzle turn to a perfect picture,
The undone drawing gone to the most amazing art,
I just couldn't ask for more...
But when you turn me down,
There was a huge shadow chasing me,
Made me wanna run away,
Somehow I keep looking back,
Trying to understand how does it appear,
It breaks my heart,
Yet takes away all of my happiness...
And when I let you go,
There was billions of broken glass hit me,
And they cut me into pieces,
Drops of tears symbolize the lost of hope,
Sadness lingers me like a shield,
Pieces by pieces,
the heart is torn...
SYUHADA AZIMI
8/5/08 02:35
yes...
When I waited for you,
You failed to make it...
When I gave you another chance,
You blew it away like you never cared...
When I tried to forgive you,
You made me failed to...
When I declared that it is over,
You came back for mercy...
No,no...
Although before this we have never known,
the meaning of the 'end',
now I shall call it is the 'end'...
Yes,yes...
Yes,it is the END,
the END of us...
SYUHADA AZIMI
You failed to make it...
When I gave you another chance,
You blew it away like you never cared...
When I tried to forgive you,
You made me failed to...
When I declared that it is over,
You came back for mercy...
No,no...
Although before this we have never known,
the meaning of the 'end',
now I shall call it is the 'end'...
Yes,yes...
Yes,it is the END,
the END of us...
SYUHADA AZIMI
meant by love...
I don't want him anymore..
I just want him to know how much
I loved him...
Not going to open his eyes,
Not going to open his heart,
neither to tell him,
that I loved him...
The biggest present that I could ever imagined is,
The moment that he,himself
realise how much
I loved him...
That moment will open his soul,
and change his life...
Because that moment will
teach him the meaning of
sacrifice,patient,appreciation,happiness and
what is really meant by love...
SYUHADA AZIMI
4/5/08
I just want him to know how much
I loved him...
Not going to open his eyes,
Not going to open his heart,
neither to tell him,
that I loved him...
The biggest present that I could ever imagined is,
The moment that he,himself
realise how much
I loved him...
That moment will open his soul,
and change his life...
Because that moment will
teach him the meaning of
sacrifice,patient,appreciation,happiness and
what is really meant by love...
SYUHADA AZIMI
4/5/08
love always hurt...
Sometimes love doesn't speak...
but when it is shown,
nobody would ever noticed,
when it is noticed,
then it is always too late...
Yes,
you can have fun and
forget about what is love means...
but,
you can never forget that
to tear someones heart is mean!
Therefore,it leads to love always hurt...
SYUHADA AZIMI
but when it is shown,
nobody would ever noticed,
when it is noticed,
then it is always too late...
Yes,
you can have fun and
forget about what is love means...
but,
you can never forget that
to tear someones heart is mean!
Therefore,it leads to love always hurt...
SYUHADA AZIMI
hurt...
Hurt is what I feel,
When I try to close my eyes,
I already know that its you I will see...
When I try to sleep,
I already know that you will be in my dream...
When I try to ask myself who I love the most,
I already know that the answer is you...
The hurt comes,
When I imagine you with someone else
are in love...
When I imagine to loose you
from my arm...
When I imagine you are someone else'
instead of mine...
But...I'll take the hurt,
If only you are happy to live with
the one you love...
If only smiles created on your face
and happiness always with you...
If only the one you love never hurt
the one I love which is you...
SYUHADA AZIMI
When I try to close my eyes,
I already know that its you I will see...
When I try to sleep,
I already know that you will be in my dream...
When I try to ask myself who I love the most,
I already know that the answer is you...
The hurt comes,
When I imagine you with someone else
are in love...
When I imagine to loose you
from my arm...
When I imagine you are someone else'
instead of mine...
But...I'll take the hurt,
If only you are happy to live with
the one you love...
If only smiles created on your face
and happiness always with you...
If only the one you love never hurt
the one I love which is you...
SYUHADA AZIMI
the pain...
When the eyes are open,
the tears will flooding in...
because the heart is beating,
for someone who is leaving...
As gloom as the dark,
the feeling has no more meaning...
May the memory become memorable,
to cure the pain of miserable...
SYUHADA AZIMI
the tears will flooding in...
because the heart is beating,
for someone who is leaving...
As gloom as the dark,
the feeling has no more meaning...
May the memory become memorable,
to cure the pain of miserable...
SYUHADA AZIMI
why...
The world of mine,
is now different,
With the angels I used to mingle,
but now I shall ask where is the angels?
I adore the beautiful of titanic,
but I have no idea why it is so tragic?
Shall I compare our relationship,
with that beautiful ship?
Everything started with the cheerful,
Why does all last with the dumpful?
SYUHADA AZIMI
is now different,
With the angels I used to mingle,
but now I shall ask where is the angels?
I adore the beautiful of titanic,
but I have no idea why it is so tragic?
Shall I compare our relationship,
with that beautiful ship?
Everything started with the cheerful,
Why does all last with the dumpful?
SYUHADA AZIMI
nothing...
As I never had the brightest smile,
The angel put it on,
Give me the happiness,
Until I feel like a newborn,
When I cry,
He will wipe it all,
But I shall never deny,
That I had nothing at all...
SYUHADA AZIMI
The angel put it on,
Give me the happiness,
Until I feel like a newborn,
When I cry,
He will wipe it all,
But I shall never deny,
That I had nothing at all...
SYUHADA AZIMI
friendship...
A tattoo will never be fade
once it is done,
Time will never turned back
once it is passed,
The dead will be dead
once it is died,
but
does friendship will never end
once it is braid?
SYUHADA AZIMI
once it is done,
Time will never turned back
once it is passed,
The dead will be dead
once it is died,
but
does friendship will never end
once it is braid?
SYUHADA AZIMI
love hurts...
Love is wind,
comes around when we don't ask,
goes away when we need it,
but,
without wind,
we cant feel the breeze...
Love is tears,
falling when we get hurt,
falling when we are in sad,
but rarely,
they fall because of happiness...
Love is stars,
sparkling glittery above the sky,
lighting the beautiful night,
but as everyone realise,
nobody will be able to catch them
either to own them...
SYUHADA AZIMI
comes around when we don't ask,
goes away when we need it,
but,
without wind,
we cant feel the breeze...
Love is tears,
falling when we get hurt,
falling when we are in sad,
but rarely,
they fall because of happiness...
Love is stars,
sparkling glittery above the sky,
lighting the beautiful night,
but as everyone realise,
nobody will be able to catch them
either to own them...
SYUHADA AZIMI
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